(Saturday, November 27, 2010)
SINGAPORE 5:47 PM
No sparks.
A good friend no longer wants to befriend me.
I've got a friend in critical condition.
I've lost my enthusiasm.
I've lost my 'must-win' mindset.
I've lost some motivation to play.
I doubt my abilities.
I'm worried of my results.
I have difficulties finding a job.
I can't spur myself on.
It has been a depressing month but at least I still have supportive friends.
I must stop this pessimism, but I just can't. Dreamed of that lost friend of mine last night, sigh. Even my dreams doesn't support me from forgetting. Wake up Melvin, see those pictures? Your good friend is smiling away and what's the point for you losing your smile just because of it? You've got to cheer up and forget.
As for the other friend, I believe he will stand up and walk again.
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